Understanding how trauma affects relationships can help couples build stronger, healthier connections. When one partner has experienced trauma, especially during childhood, it can create unexpected challenges in trust, communication, and intimacy. This post explores the hidden ways trauma shows up in relationships and offers practical ways for couples to support each other through the healing process. Whether you’re the partner dealing with trauma or supporting someone who is, knowing these effects can be the first step toward building a more understanding relationship.
Trauma can have profound and hidden effects on relationships beyond impacting the person who experienced it. They impact relationship dynamics, communication, and emotional stability of both spouses.
Here are some hidden effects of trauma in relationships:
Trust issues:
Developmental trauma shapes the way your spouse sees themselves, their intimate relationships, and their world. When you’ve been traumatized as a child, there is no assumption of goodwill. There is a terror to expose, open up, and make yourself vulnerable, fear, and vivid memories of every past betrayal. These betrayals can be present or historic, real, or imagined.
Responses to perceived betrayals can be shared but often remain hidden as resentments. Therefore, “retaliation” for these perceived slights or disloyalties can make a partner mistrustful. Even a partner with secure attachment can be left confused and reactive to their intimate partner.
Depression, anxiety, and panic attacks are trauma responses in intimate relationships. Also present are a host of other mental health issues are common. They may also believe they are ‘crazy’ and try to conceal their symptoms. To cope, they may distance themselves emotionally, leading to a lack of intimacy, emotionally and physically.
Communication difficulties
It is easier to communicate when you know what you think and feel. This is challenging if you feel a conflicting sense of love, need, fear, shame, and a sense that you aren’t understood.
Your emotions can also be challenging to regulate, leading the traumatized person to have emotional outbursts or profound withdrawal. They can often turn to drugs or alcohol to try to calm themselves down. This alone can create trust and communication difficulties.
Saying what you mean and meaning what you say can be a barrier to effective partner communication and create misunderstandings. Childhood trauma and relationship misunderstandings often go hand-in-hand.
Emotional distance or numbness
One common coping strategy for traumatic experiences is to go emotionally numb and distance as a coping mechanism. Several factors operate simultaneously: problems with emotional regulation, upsetting and intrusive thoughts and emotions, and problems of feeling loved and feeling safe.
The choice of whether to emotionally connect or shut down in adult relationships is everpresent. Given their attachment style and history of emotional and physical abuse, the choice is often the safest one. This intensifies the sense of disconnection and isolation in the marriage and blocks the healing process.
Triggers and reactivity
Trauma manifests itself most obviously in dramatic responses to seemingly innocuous events. Trauma is often associated with the brain based on a long history of insecure attachments.
Reminders of traumatic events and heightened sensitivities to these reminders (“triggers”) are frequent. These reactions are often intensely emotional, physical, or both. They include flashbacks, panic attacks, or hypervigilance.
It is easy to point these reactions out. However, it is disorienting to the non-traumatized partner, who may feel like they are “walking on eggshells.” Many times, the traumatized person themselves isn’t aware that they were triggered and can blame the partner’s behavior for the reaction. This puts tremendous strain on the relationship.
Intimacy challenges
Sexual problems in complex trauma
If your husband or wife’s trauma included childhood sexual abuse, you might experience strong repeated rejection. At other times, your partner might passively accept your sexual advances but become “absent” during sexual arousal.
Internally, they may struggle with feelings that interfere with calm, relaxed, connected times. Feelings of vulnerability, anxiety about being triggered, or difficulty staying present physically or emotionally may bother them.
Feeling comfortable feeling sexually desired and accepted is challenging for anyone today. However, those relationships managing trauma often need professional help. Patience, understanding, and warmth can be a real challenge over time.
It is widely accepted that our experiences in childhood shape our lives as adults. The effects of Developmental Trauma (or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder PTSD), are formed from a pattern of long-term abuse and neglect experienced in childhood. Childhood abuse has a powerful and enduring impact on individuals.
Emotional intimacy is challenging. Those with developmental trauma might shift from rejecting attention and wanting to be alone to feeling deep loneliness. They may struggle with deep feelings of emptiness and suicidality.
The Adverse Childhood Experiences questionnaire can help you to identify if you have had trauma. Here are the 10 ACE questions listing types of trauma in childhood.
The hidden effects of trauma in relationships
People with Developmental Trauma often suffer greatly. These issues range from cognitive, emotional, and physical issues that can put a tremendous strain on marriages. It is pretty common for those with childhood traumatic events to want to avoid talking about it.
They may view trauma recovery as threatening or a waste of energy. They may prefer to ignore the problems. While they are suffering today, they fear help will be more painful tomorrow. Dodging therapy is the result.
In response, they refused to get help. They can combine destructive and self-destructed patterns, affecting those who love and live with them.
By collaborating with your traumatized spouse and allowing things to ride, you are doing neither of you any good. Buying into their refusal to seek treatment is ultimately an unloving act disguised as respecting their decision.
No one can make anyone attend therapy. However, all of us have a responsibility to establish firm boundaries. Unresolved emotional trauma in marriage doesn’t just impact those who are traumatized. It affects the entire family.
Unresolved trauma in relationships
Working with a therapist
Recognizes that working with a therapist may require temporary adjustments in marital relationships. This may mean placing certain sexual behaviors or discussions on the back burner.
However, too often, a trauma therapist disregards the reasonable needs of the partner in service of helping their patient. This is understandable. But an open-ended “it will take as long as it takes” is deeply discouraging. A loving spouse’s inquiries are suffering and need some structure and guidance.
A marriage-friendly therapist understands the tension that trauma work brings to a family. They should encourage you to discuss how imbalanced your relationship becomes when trauma recovery is prioritized.
Discuss what behaviors and actions are and aren’t acceptable. Accept that each of you feels pressured: one when change is expected, the other when change is not. Talk openly and change this dilemma from a private struggle to an open challenge.
Trauma therapy gets worse before it improves.
Not the client, the therapist, or the client’s spouse wants to hear this. However, not creating a calm environment to explore this fact confuses everyone.
Expect an increase in the fight-flight-freeze-or-fawn response. Individual therapy can help the conscious part of your brain process information, but this response is out of your control.
Your stress levels and anxiety rise not only because you are talking about deeply disturbing memories; that alone is grueling. You may have become aware of all of the missed opportunities. You might acknowledge self-sabotage and the damage you are inflicting on yourself and others historically and even today.
You are actively re-examining your most important relationships in a new light. The rage, deep sadness, and exhaustion are only some of the emotions you will go through.
Respect the process
Many spouses are unaware their partner spent 50 minutes in a horror movie where they were the target. The trauma survivor may meet you afterward, feeling exhausted and raw. They may have physical effects like body tension, migraines, or a flare-up of autoimmune diseases.
It is inappropriate to ask your partner what they discussed in therapy. They may have no interest in reliving by retelling that horror twice in one day.
Plan preemptively on therapy days. This may not be the day to schedule heavy talks, important social events, or “have it out” about some upsetting incident. It may be better to plan a night in sweats and TV. You might realize they may want to be alone on their therapy day.
The trauma survivor’s partner may be perceived as a potential threat rather than as a source of comfort. Try not to take it personally. His or her love for you makes you a stand-in for everyone who has hurt them.
This side effect of therapy sorts itself out but might take a while. This might be an excellent time for you to do your own therapy and make sure that your behaviors are not toxic. You might also discuss how to create clear boundaries. It is unlikely that clear boundaries were present in your traumatized spouse’s early life.
Feeling bad to feel better
When therapy works, it is an educational process that helps you prepare for the future. A skilled therapist is someone you can trust to help you conceptualize what has happened to you. Talking about it in a structured way does help.
You might let your partner know that sometimes you love them. Sometimes, you hate them, and sometimes, you have no feelings about them. You have experienced these shifting emotions from your family members.
Experiencing emotional pain has often meant that this is something we should avoid. Yet this is functional pain that helps us move the toxic memories through and out of us.
Sometimes, that toxin comes to the surface and lingers before moving out. That’s the time for both of you to keep up your communication. All should recognize the distinct difference that can be made between ghosts in your past and your current spouse.
Get help to heal from childhood trauma
Science-based couples therapy can help marriages make stronger connections. They can help a couple to clarify relationship goals and boundaries. The lack of a safe and secure environment in early life can be the source of their ongoing difficulties, but only if left unchecked. Couples therapy can remove the blame on either the survivor or their partner and help them through this challenging period of healing.
Closing
Healing from trauma in a relationship takes time, patience, and often professional help. Remember that both partners need support – the person working through trauma and the partner walking beside them. While the journey can be challenging, many couples find their relationship grows stronger through the process of understanding and healing together. If trauma is affecting your relationship, know that help is available. Taking that first step to get support, whether through couples therapy or individual counseling, can open the door to deeper connection and healing for both partners.
Insightful and empathetic. The article shed light on the challenges faced by those married to individuals with childhood trauma, offering valuable guidance and support. Highly recommended read."
I'm looking for counseling or a support Group. I asked my girlfriend at the time if she had experienced, incest, rape or abuse. She said no. 8 years later, after we got married and having a surgery, she later confessed to having recalled a time she was in fact sexually assaulted and raped. I need support if I'm going to stayed married to her, because of the signs or signals of sexual anorexia, sexual aversion, and narcissism.
This provides me with a deeper understanding of mental health. My work is not related to the psychological field however since my task is more to this expertise I'm beginning to understand more about mental state. And I'm also thankful that I was introduced to this job role wherein I not only benefited from my work but as well I'm learning in most cases the articles I read are having a big impact on my personality as well as my understanding of people around me suffering abuse and trauma.
I understand and have lived all if this as the spouse of someone who has never addressed their complex childhood trauma. I’ve been living in this relationship for 24 years, but now we are 3 months separated. Why? Because I finally failed her test. Why, because she broke me down over 24 years and actually made me into an emotional abuser in response to the prolonged abuse she dealt to me. The moment we separated, all my issues evaporated and I now feel no longer possessed under her spell. I’m kind and compassionate and free of resentment again, and who knows, maybe this was her act of compassion in setting me free. I’m not sure.
But here’s the thing: I feel great compassion and love for her and want to help to heal her. But I could never raise the topic as I would assume the abuser role again, meaning any mention of her trauma would make me a threat.
Please help. I’m stuck. And children are involved, so I want to ensure they successfully navigate this.
Hello
Thank you for your work and this blog.
As I’ve struggled through an empty and lonely marriage recently co-raising two children, I often wonder will I ever be happy, succeed and or be able to love and be loved, unequivocally, to name a few emotional ailments.
I too suffer from a traumatic childhood. So does my therapist spouse. We are not in a good place at all and she no longer wants to do therapy together. We are in a quasi separated state.
My ACE/PCE score is 6/2, hers a little more I’d say.
While we both have been in individual therapy respectively for a long time, we never have tried intense couples therapy even though in her practice I believe she sees success with her clients.
I don’t know what to do
This article is the best information I have ever read about the effects of childhood trauma . It made me realize I’m not crazy… why I like to be alone.. and explains to me why I let my self be emotionally abused in my marriage for all these years. This article has information about a supportive spouse and the issues, do you have information about a spouse that is not supportive and emotionally abusive?
What score do you have to get on the ACE to have developmental trauma? Does checking any of them mean that you are, indeed, dealing with developmental trauma?